You’re everything I thought you never were and nothing like I thought you could’ve been. But still you live inside of me. So tell me how is that…
You’re the only one I wish I could forget, the only one I love to not forgive and though you break my heart.
You’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you ‘cause I can’t erase the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face. Even now while I hate you it pains me to say,
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day.
I think when it’s all over it just comes back in flashes, you know? It’s like a kaleidoscope of memories; it just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. It’s not really anything he said, or anything he did — it was the feeling that came along with it. Crazy thing is, I don’t know if I’m ever going to feel that way again. But I don’t know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast and burned to bright, but I just thought, ‘How can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you?’ Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn’t losing him. It was losing me.
I don’t know if you know who you are until you lose who you are.
Willy Wonka on We Heart It.